love always,

　　richard

　　I asked god for a rose & he gave me a garden. i ask god for a drop of water & he gave me an ocean. i asked god for an angel & he gave me you! one day you ask me: what's more important to you, me or your life? i'll say my life and you'll go and leave without even knowing that you are my life. my eyes are hurting because i can't see you. my arms are empty because i can't hold you. my lips are cold because i can't kiss you. my heart is breaking because i'm not with you.

　　我问上帝要一朵玫瑰，他给了我一座花园;我问上帝要一滴水，他给了我一片海洋;我问上帝要一个天师，他把你给了我!有一天你问我：我和你的生活哪个更重要?我的答案是后者，那你将会离开，你甚至不知道你就是我的生命全部。我的眼睛看不见因为我看不到你，我的膀子空空的因为我不能抱着你，我的嘴唇冷冷的因为我不能亲吻你，我的心碎了因为你不在我身边。

　　I went to bed last night with a vision of you next to me. I slept like a baby all night, because I was not feeling alone. When I awoke this morning to see if it was real or if it was a dream, realty hit me that it was only a dream. Very soon, I know that you will be right next me, and that I will not have to dream of it again because you will be right there so we can hold, hug and squeeze each other tight. Baby, I long to be there with you so I can help build you and support you, so that we can accomplish a whole lot together as husband and wife.

　　我昨晚睡觉，梦想着你在我旁边。整夜我睡得像个婴儿，因为当时我并不感到孤独。今天早上我醒来的时候，看看它是否是真实的或如果它是一个梦，现实打击了我，这只是一个梦。很快，我知道你会来到我身边，并且我不会再去梦想，因为你就在这里，所以我们可以把握，彼此紧紧拥抱。亲爱的，我渴望和你在一起我可以帮助你，支持你，所以，我们可以做很多一起作为丈夫和妻子的事情。

　　It's been quite awhile since I've written you a letter. I to know that you can envision your life without me. Where have gone all those promises you once said? I guess promises are really made to be broken. You made me believe that. And so, the best thing to do right now would be to miss you … no more, no less. I just pray that somehow this heart of mine would learn to be contented - contented to be just missing you.

　　它已经很长一段时间，因为我已经写了你的信。我必须说，毕竟那些时候，我们已经分开，你仍然是唯一我渴望。你看，生活从来就没有你相同。每一天，每一个晚上，我打这种感觉，但尝试，因为我可能的话，我可以不赢。好像你已经俘虏了我的心，我的心将不能够逃脱自己的掌控之中。每天早晨，当太阳照的，我闪过一个微笑，但内心深处，我感到很伤心，孤独，我的想法是，我需要你现在在这里。

　　我有遗憾 - 遗憾的，我为什么让你去。但不幸的是你从来没有尝试过或试图理顺我们之间的事情了。你从来没有试图争取我们的爱。也许是因为你从来没有真正爱过我的所有。心疼我最知道你能想象你的生活没有我。你曾经说过的所有承诺已经?我想真的是用来被打破的承诺。你让我相信。所以，现在做的最好的事情将是想念你…无多，不会少。我只是祈祷，不知怎的，我的心脏会学习很满足 - 满足于只是想念你。

　　You are the very air that I breathe, the very love that I need, my heart, my soul, my everything. The sweetest of my memories come when I think of you. I remember the very first day that I saw you, I could not believe I was looking at a human being. I pinched myself the hardest one could ever do so as to wake myself up from the drunken stupor I was in. For a moment I believed I was in heaven; I even danced to the music the angels were singing. Upon opening my eyes I realized I was not in heaven but that an angel had come down to earth, just for me.The music of your voice surpasses that of the greatest orchestra belting out its very best composition. Your skin is softer than the finest satin and glows radiantly illuminating like the sun, setting over a serene pool of crystal clear water. Your eyes dance like mermaids in the sunshine, promulgating the exotic beauty from within your innermost being. Words alone limit me to explaining exactly how I feel about you.I can say you are the sole comforter to me, the only one who ever took the pain to understand me. You dry every tear that falls down my cheeks. Loving you is the best thing that ever happened to me and I will forever cherish the moments we have spent together.Every night I dream of heaven, and I'd gotten used to the idea that they are looking for an angel, one that went missing the day you stepped into my life, the day all my sorrows were washed away and I took a step into the impossible, crossing the margin from natural to supernatural. You are my angel and forever you will be. The one whose memories I will treasure forever till the day I turn into an angel like you.