亲爱的哈维尔，我还记得我们第一次在一起，你吻了我，你的手抚摸我的身体的方式，你看我的方式。这是美妙的方式，你完全改变了我的生活。当我想到我的生活是永远不会改变，你的出现，给我一个全新的世界。一个充满爱的世界，一个世界充满尊敬的世界，一个充满信任，然后有一天，你把一切都带走了，我留下了孤独。所以，你怎么能现在要求所有的东西作为回报?爱情不是一场游戏。我真的爱你，但我不信任你，我不确定我不会，但我愿意尝试，因为我的爱是如此的真实，我真的爱你。所以请试着理解我在那些日子里，这样对我们，事情并不总是我们的方式。别忘了，我从来没有不真实的你不要惩罚我，我从来没有犯下的罪行，因为当你这样做，这让我感到很窒息，这让我把你带走你，我永远爱你我的心和灵魂。永远的爱，光环。

　　Dear Bing,

　　Perhaps you will be astonished for receiving a letter from me. I just want you to know that a letter is more eloquent than words. That is why this will definitely speak for itself. I am a little bit confused on how and what to do just to eradicate from my vivid mind your charming and beautiful face. The more time I spend with you the more I like everything about you and the more I want to find out all about you - how you think, how you feel, what your dreams are and everything nice from you. If I could only do something just to persuade you.

　　I cannot study well, and everything I wish to do was left undone because of this unexplainable emotion. I promised myself before, not to see you anymore or talk to you - just to forget you, but these promises never materialize. My admiration was still bubbling within me these past lonely days.

　　Truthfully, and undoubtedly, I can fool anyone but I cannot fool myself. I would be a great liar if I uttered that I'm not in love with you. No matter what you think or say, all I can say is; I really love you with all my heart and I will not hesitate if you will give me just a little time to prove my feelings of endearment and to prove to you that I'm deserving of your feelings, from your heart.

　　My dearly beloved, you became so honorable in my eyes, like a precious gem, counted with extremely good intellectual reasoning makes me emotionally struck and speechless.

　　The above-stated utterances and delightful contemplation of something worthy is inexpressible on my part because I was made to understand such sublime and noble qualities are inherent with you.<

　　br> I am very serious now in telling you that I can no longer endure such extreme anxiety and sleepless nights that I am experiencing right of this moment.

　　Since I met you I felt I was living in a new and wonderful world, full of love. And the sun is brighter, the pastures became greener and everything I do was magnificent. You should inculcate and instill in your mind that "I cherish you so much". Such love, like everything, deserves to be given much attention and care in order to grow more and more.

　　Love always,

　　Jayr